Friday, a Normal school day
I spent the whole day without Media, believe it or not. ( except when we had to watch a movie in Anatomy). I woke up In the morning, took my shower, and for once i didn't use my hair straightener, I thought i would go mad. I got to school, and I didn't bring my laptop. I felt so lost in class trying to keep up with what everyone was doing. I don't listen to Music much, and I don't listen to my ipod. During school the only difficult part was not using my laptop, and not being able to read the magazine Balint got me from England.
Friday night was more difficult, because that's when i usually go out, and need to use my phone. But luckily i managed without. The whole day i felt like something was missing, or like i had forgotten something. I guess that using the media makes me feel "found" or even secure, like i know whats going on. I missed Using my laptop the most, because it's how i communicate with people, especially since i live in a completely different area than everyone else.
It's not so difficult for me to find what to do without Media... I spend most of my time sitting alone staring at things, or watching people. I spend a lot of my time thinking about life and how it works, the small details that people miss, or the beauty and complexity of everything around us. Maybe it's because i'm a very artistic person and like to learn from whats around me. I spent a lot of my time drawing and writing, talking to people and socializing. Although for the first part of my day i felt a bit insecure, as the day went on i enjoyed myself more than ever.
I wasn't able to avoid every single media that came my way, it's difficult when other people rely on you and things need to get done. But at the End of the day i felt accomplished, I felt that i don't really need to use as much media as i do and that i can get so much more done without it. Overall I loved it, and i call it a day of silence because it was a relaxing day without movies and what not.
